Monday, May 23, 2011


err uhmm . right now , my depression level is in a high level .. wanna know the reason why am i depressed ? it's about something that could never been changed either by an action or speak out for the words .. the things that i could not forgive my own self .. well it is about the words that i have been spoke out just a few minutes ago .. what on earth am i so dumb in that moment until every things cannot be changed by any apologize from me .. when time goes by , i realized that i have been neglected by surrounding ..

my behaviors had caused them to do so .. ;(

Monday, May 16, 2011


okay , this is not the first entry actually .. well , i had deleted all the entries so that i'm gonna start from the beginning .. this time , i would treat this blog as my official diary .. keh3 ah macam lah ada org nak baca an ? it's okay by then , rajin-rajin blogwalking usha-usha sini yee .. ! err what else ? urrhhhmm ha , frankly this blog would not be updated always , as it's regarding on my free time . so kalau ada mood tuh .. ada lah . keh3 !

bonjour means hello in french .. ;)